Girly things?

For all my life - I've loved, loved and loved makeup. It actually started before the actual application - I dreamed of being a princess, a ballerina having the child like intuition to spin and dance and be so careless and free. I was beautiful and strove for that at every opportunity. My dad always told me how beautiful I was. I just wanted to touch and see beauty in everything. I must confess this did not translate to nature. My grandfather would write family letters going on and on about how beautiful ducks were (serious) - I did not have that affinity. I would look at books about ballerinas over and over and over again. I posted pictures all over my bedroom of ballerinas. I loved tutus. I loved pink. I loved the feel of tights and netting and ribbons. Oh... how lovely - so full of possibility.